Four years ago Micheal began the “hero’s decent” the “warriors Journey “to healing and transformation. Alcohol was the first to go, followed by several years of celibacy. He gave it all to the Goddess of his understanding and laid bare his heart and soul. It took months of reading, Echeart tolle; Allen Watts, Sadgrure, for him to form a clear understanding of giving up his “wants” and “needs” and to release his pain and expectations to the Devine. He dug deep but was still angry…everyday…. until the death of his ego…some 3 years later.
It was only after a GOD dose of Mushroom followed by a GOD dose of LSD and a week of mico-dosing, that he woke up to the most beautiful peace in his heart, that has never left him. Love, Peace and Joy was all he felt. All he wanted was to feel “unconditional love” the Goddess provided that and more, with profound healing of his heart and mind.
Micheal had spent years partying with mushrooms and LSD, with well over 200 experience with both, but nothing had prepared him for this transformation. He had read about it, meditated on it, and was on a quest for it, but never quite understood what was possible until it happened.
This, transformation is remarkable since he comes from a childhood filled with Trauma, Abuse and neglect. Beatings, head injuries, ICU stays for illness and trauma were common place. Having multiple near death experience, in his childhood and adult life. Neurodivergent, PSTD and Dylexia has been close companions to this warrior with a poets heart all his life.
Micheal comes with a life-time of skills and aptitudes for holding ceremony. With his healing came a “frequency change” that allowed him to fully step into his god-given gifts, personal power and find his own path to help others. He holds that frequency for the healing of all our clients, especially the men with PTSD and Trauma. He understands “holding space” for our clients. He is the divine masculine, which allows him to hold space for other men without needing his ego. This allows men to let go, be vulnerable, drop their shield and receive the healing that they need without judgement.
I am Micheal Anthony Meehl vessel of the Wonderer, embodiment of the Wise One.
He who sacrifices, ego, and Self for the Wisdom of the Well, Son of ValKyrie.
Guide to the Underworld. Consort of Hella. Warrior Poet. Passionate Lover of Life. Balancer, wielding the Blade of Death with Wisdom and Responsibility.
I am carrier of the Crown of Horn and the Cloak of Roots, carrying the Blessings of the Horned God to the Queen of all Magic.
I am nurturer and Shield to the Divine Feminine, Beloved Queen of the Forest and my Shaman
I am Protector, Keeper of the Old Ways, Watcher of Time and Space.